While my life turned upside down, my best friend died over brain cancer. A week later I received a mail from him. Inside the envelop was a diary and a name card that written David & Dyne Associate. Co’s address. My best guessed was they are lawyers. Then I went there 3 days later and found out Vyne had left me NZD$500.000 & a piece of paper that written the address of E. Stefon Stanley with the postscript. 2 weeks later, I quitted my frustrated job. Well, it wasn't actually my dream job anyway. Beside I found out that the unhappy thought was getting more and more than the happy thought about this job. So I decided that I had enough with it. Plus now that I don't have must reason to worry about how to pay my house, car other expenses (at least for few year I guess), and the best part from this decision was, I did finally got the chances to kick my jerkin’s boss at his face (by word of cause) by threw all the shits that he'd been giving me for all this years before I left the office. After the initial shock's month, it's a bit weird because I don't know how to react. I felt numb inside. I don't feel sad, or maybe as bad as I thought I will be. A little bit mad maybe with just the blank thought and sat on the couch, starred into space for ages. Tried to figuring out what should I do?

So, i'm not that okay after all. I just somebody can come to me and tell me that everything's gonna be alright. I hated September.